Tuesday, April 8, 2014

What would I do without you?

Everything reminds me of you
I never knew it took so much effort to breathe without you,
Waking up and not finding you beside me
Even years from now, if I walked through the college gates
I would always think of you walking me back,
Not running for classes, not the friends I made
You are there in everything that breathes,
Like the wind breaking at my window last night
To which I laid awake whole night listening to because I couldn't sleep
Because I had ripped out my own heart it seems
One recent scene emerges
Your eyes are closed and the wind is falling on your face
We are matched in white, the world brushes past us
It moves me
To have you
To have you holding me
Like dying thoughts
There is so much to wish for
What would I do without you?